i feel screwed up
feels as though i had messed up my entire life
i hate one kind of people:
backstabbers
they are horrid
if i find out any backstabbers lurking around me
i will make sure your head end up in the toilet bowl

dun you think it's irritating
when you tell someone something
and the next day
the whole world knows about it
it's not like it is any wrong
but i just hate this feeling

dun really feel like posting anyway
people dun read my blog anyway :(
anyway my head really hurts
and i can;t think straight
just got this hopeless feeling around me
and it's getting on my nerves >:(

feel like i wasted my entire life... flung everything :( , it's so bad... i lost my a2 for enlgihs by 1 mark , stupid oral, how i wish i was mute :( .then this was the wrost that i had ever done for maths ... although i still had an a1 for a maths, it is horribly low, how careless could i have been . worst everyone abandoned me today . stupid nicole and rachel got info camp , so did not went to practice the titration thing. anyway i had rather talked about wednesday

so i was late... idoit me . i must have an eye problem because i was in bed and the alarm clock rang . stared at it and went back to sleep thinking it was 8 o clock ... still have time i and one and a half hour to go ...went abck to sleep happily then felt something not right, peeped at the alarm clock again , WTF it is nine instead of eight. flunk out of bed and sped into the bathroom . then goit a stupid small lizard in there and i screamed ... after all this , i could not find my ankle socks and was searching in my cupboard, all i found was school socks and it took me 5 minutes to find them. finally got dressed by 9 15 , so i still had 15 minutes, sat down to eat breakfast , took me just 5 moinutes:D , then ran downstairs to the bus stop, stupid bus left and i was chasing after it , but the horrid bus driver did not stop, gave up and waited. finally ended up in a crowed bus , eveyrone was going to work in there. so swashed. this stupid man was behind me and was squeezing me with his stupid laptop case, i was suier annoyed and was sweating, and decdied to retailiate , pushed the case away .then my stuipid headphone fell out and i could not place in back into my ear , ws carrying my phone on one hand and holding onto the pole.

landed in toa payoh station wlaking , then another stupid man hit me on my hand , it was freaking pain , he was swinging his handlike a stupid ah beng, saw them standing outside breaktalk . wth grace was busy drinking coffeee and they were busy talking that they did not see me . rachel was like " ah you two minutes late leh ..."

anyway we were on the bus and nicole wore high heels. ( dun try act tall la, rachel still taller ok ) so they all made me feel short (i was wearing sneakers, i hjate wearing high heels) , then nicole was like ruiying finally look femine and i was like what !!! then grace was like no leh , half half still. WTH ( it means half girl half boy ) ,natalie was busy commenting on how nicole looked , ah she looked so beatiful :D. then we reached orchard, nicole got a great sense of direction and brought us to shaw complex , brought the movie tickeyt for " julia and julie " right??? anyway , rachel's student pass fell on the gfloor before she could even pass it on the movie counter so funny .... then we shopped, was being told off that i was so super big money spender , cause by hte end of the day ,i was peniless. Whatever.

the funny part was that we were sitting on some bench and sending songs to each other. then this crayz guy/female/gay/lebian/monster , was trying to connect to us through the blue toothusing the phone name " burger king" wtf , what kind of name is that? so pist off that this person X destroyed the day of fun , i chaged my phone name to :" who is burger king" so as to shut him off , it did it no more mysterous stuff from crazy fellow... went to eat lunch at food republic ,what the hell i took four pieces of niong hiang and noodle , it cost me 6 dollars, but the food was nice:D, felt full . then went to watch the movie. nicole and grace went across the road to the cinema and nat me rachel relasied that the green man was not even flashing yet, cuaght a motroist laughjng at htekm. then nicoel said that her shoe fell off while she was running and she was gripping at it :D

the movie was nice :D and thought provoking ., anyway ., me and natalie sat together and i saw two peopel in fornt of us . they were like kissing and doing all those disgusting stuff in front of us , we eneded up watching the " life movie" and the movie togtehr. i was so pissed off and digusted that i threw pop corn at them ... natalie was super high and she was luaghing at eveyr advertismenet that vame out especially the thongsia one . and she made me laugh too . anyway the wros tthing is when the movie ended and the lights were on , the " lover" infront stood up , i could have die off shock , they were two girls, sio we have watch two leibians freak them

then decided to went to washroom . gfrace caem out off one , and was full of shock . the woman left that " things" unflushed , she a grown up btw , omg . shall not decide might make you all puke. next went to take neoprint , regretted it . wtf i nknocked by head on thw monkeyabr thrice . first was just for experimental purposes, i stood up and realsied that my head could fit into the railings, standign there for a while , then natalie came in with the coins for the machien and we were like hurry up , so me forgetting that i was inbetween the rialing move forward , : bluck" i hit the metal . then we took neopirnt , was like so rush and thrilling , it was suuppose to be fun but it was so not came out sweating like a dog . editting the photos lols. i looked stupid in the photos

then went back to shop a little bit more before going back to the mrt, grace got swashed at the entrance because her card was red, natalie was not swash , she was fast enough and the door shut behind her when she first came , this meant that she had a free ride.. haha. anyway we parted and left for home .went to popular by myself for a while but found nothing nice to buy so went down again and took the bus home. that;s the end ... oh yes laura went to the bridpark so she didn;t come . ;(

ok exams are finally over now!!! :D.
liberation!!! wait its partial liberation
now the scary part comes , exams are over but checking of scripts are not
shit . i think i screwed up the chemistry .
stupid , and blind i used nitrogen oxide to caculate for the percentage instead of nitrogen , when the question satte clearly to use nitrogen . Who can be stupider than me . WTF
physics was ok .. ( i hope)
i am sure that i woudl fail literature because half the time when i am writing , i can;'t make sens of what i am writing so yeah .
anyway taking ss/lit is not a good choice , listen to my advice and dun take this combination !!!!!! ss / geog is much better !>:(
i will screw up my ss and lit woudl be even worse, anyway this subject is the subject that i would never get a no matter what , so i shall just focus on other subjects.
hope i dun fail english :( ( just got this feeling )
i always feel this way after exams are over

very excited for tmr:D
ion shopping, movie at cineleisure and much much more :D
i love nicole , rachel , natalie , grace and laura :D
yeh . let's see who's going to be late tmr :D
haha. i just watched the first part of one litres of tears
oh yes , jasmine and nia came to school in the morning lols . haha
saw nicole yip and choon khee when i was going home .
i shall start practising my guitar , shit i forgot how the medoly of the songs already
that's all not going to post anymore .
people reading my blog should have come to realise now that i am a lazy blogger, who loves to slack and stone but do not like posting. lols.