i have swollen mouth ( a little ) with that stupid ulcer on my gum . very pain :(.
went to the library yesterday
from 4 pm plus to 8pm plus .
took a whole stack of books
lean at the shelf there
and i finally found " kite runner " :)
yesyes
. now i am excited for the trip on monday
and scared for wednesday
dun want to go back to school
and check the papaers
think i did badly for english, chinese, lit and geog:(
hope i dun fail home econs
got this bad dream about failing english
hope it does not come true
please , oh god...
i am addicted to secondhand serande now .


but their songs are really nice
the voice is very nice :)
and the lyrics are so nice and meaningful :)

looking forward for the holidays,
( that it if i did well for my exams
with i think i did not )
since the h.e. paper finished
have been thinking of myself failing english and chinese.
shit.
if really fail, i will die
i think this stupid long break is very boring
the television dun have any nice shows,
no korean drama that it nice
except for the " 19 de qing chun "
whihc i have finsihed watching online :(

went to practise my guitar
it was horribly out of tune
spent five minutes tuning the guitar back to its right key
then when playing
got cut by the string when
i was struming
. shit, and also blisters :(
so i stop
luckly , i haven forgotten the syf piece
or else i die

then went to play organ
play the two songs over and over again .
very bored
decided to make up some random songs
my mother come and aks me to go
read books
:(
i miss rachel the most :(
oh yes , went to tampines mall too ;)
so crowded
and the chinese medical cllinic for the gum thing
and have to eat this very bitter medicine
i am damn tired
going to my uncle's new house later tonight ,
i think :)

yah , can play with the husky
she is so damn cute and playful
i love her alot :) .
and distrub the fishes :)
just kidding

haven wrote the leeters for angela yet
wait can , because i very lazy to write now,
will write soon :)
will write till very dramatic :)

feel like sleeping now
so bye bye ;)