went to mihanna's house today
was the last to reach the mrt station
struglling with the guitar and the bag on both sides.
mihhana suggested to help with carry the bag
and complianed that it was very heavy
henc would affect my growth >.<.then was the frst to go home
miss the train back to tp
so wait for another one.

today is damn bored ...
i do not even noe waht to do
i am starting to miss school
( as in lessons)
been in school for almost everyday
due to guitar
and always also very late than reach
shit la,
i just can;t wake up early
today morning woke up at around 7.
then walk to kitchen
before i knew it ,
i was sleeping like a log again
starting to feel very lazy
shit la, i bet rachel roch had started revising maths
haha,
i did not have the chance to put the camera in ur house ..>.<
and baoyi and choonkhee locked me in the toilet
what the hell la.
than marian said can climb from inside the toilet
choonkhee :" want her to be acrobat ah?"
me : lol.
........
just counting the days to e day
wonder what would happen ..
hope it would be successful.
lol.

ok... i know this blog thing is very very funny,
especially the links,
bear with it ok
because something happen to the stupid html code,
and the com hang...
shall edit tomorow or whenever i like,
so no cbox .. sorry
anyway today's guitar was fun :)
can't wait for 5 nov ..
:):)
and 10 nov for the drama thing...
when i when to school for guitar today,
it wasa stupid and embarassing
first, because i borught my guitar home
have to bring it upo the bus and to the interchange
then walk to school form there,
with so many stuffs in my hand
then after guitar,
choonk decided that she was too lazy to pout the guitar back into its bag ,
so left it on the chair
me too :)
going to marian's house on friday
very excited :)
oh yes, i lost the percussion set
sorry ...
( can't find it in my house)
oh yes , we called natalie( the name ) .. haha.
told you i am random,. anyway who cares..
i miss studying actually ( alot ).
2 more months and 4 days to go, before seeing rachel , nicole and so and so..
feeling bored.

firday
open studious was fun too
especially how we scare ourselves at the four floor
and came running ,
it was angela who started screaming
thants why i also became scared.
she say she saw something scary
and it was my hair >.<
before also have guitar
and play so many songs suddenly haha
then when to the food court to eat dinner with angela ,swee ying , baoyi choonk, and mihana.( correct spelling right??)

today ws kinda of cool and sad
i cried ...
oh my gosh la
i can't believe that time flies so fast
now we are going to split up
we had this huge suprise for mrs tan aye leng today
it ws supposed to be happy
but in the end ,
we all cried, ( almost all)
it has been fun being with 2/1 .
bet we are the best 2/1 class ever
it is like two years ,
we spent two yrs together
just got bonded and becoming so close
and then we have to be splitted up.
i will miss lots of people
especially angela ho :(

Angela, I love you a lot.thanks for being such a great partner . you are very fun to be with . u must always rmb me and the fun times we had , especially during geog class.i will miss you alot after we split up, but still i would be able to see you for at least one more day ( tmr at open studios ), so must treasure every moment hor.

rachel , u know what , i realised that i had known u for 5 solid years . now we might get split up.i am really scared that one day , when i walk by the cooridor , and say hi to you ( if we did not end up in the same class), u would ignore me ...so dun do that hor

nicole, i will miss you alot, . i would always rmb the fun that we have during recess,still rmb the bukit timah hike, where we were all so grumpy.thinking of it now makes me sad, no more such things between the class.

natalie, thanks for the letter. i really really enjoyed ur company. u are a great furiend to have although u are sometimes very mean >.< ( just kidding la).hope u get into the class u want to go to . gd luck , hope we get into the same clas

grace,thanks for being a great company to me , rmb the times where we talked during geog lesson, during group work that was the most memorable times.and the fun things we do and the crap that we talk ... i will miss all this things ..

2/1 guitar clique, thanks for being such good mates . i realy enjoy the times where we played the guitar together during class and all the funny things and nonsense that we have " discussed " duroing guitar .and especially the camps , we reallyy bonded alot .:), rmb promenade too , just realised that today's guitar playing would be the last for us . and we would not be stepping into 2/1 classroom anymore . ..feel like crying again. i realised that even if we were stil in the sanme cca, we would not be likely to eat lunch togetehr or pratise together anymore, . but we all must still sit together during guitar sessions hor.

i will miss mrs tan and mrs wong alot . i will also miss mr soh too .2/1 , just make sure that we would at least give each other a smile when we walk by each other ok . :). 2/1 is the best class for ever
mrs tan is the best form teacher ever.
i am going to miss mrs tan and every single person from sec 2/1 2008.i think that it would be cool if we could meet up some time later , it would be so great.

tomorrow , is our final time together, as in most of the people , so i am gonna to treasure every moment of it . i will miss angela the most.

and .. jasmine and nia. : lauighing with you all during ibm . rmb the snow city , that we shout and screamed as we slided down the snow. it was one of the funnest times of my life.now all that it just a memory . and nisha, although i did not talk to you much , but i would miss you and vanessa too .

anyway , 2/1 '08 rocks forever and ever. :)

today was fun fun :), went out with rachel, nicole, natalie and grace :).
went to cafe cartel
looked at the student meal
then the girl said 1.30 it would offer that
then we looked at the watch
and realised it was only 11 plus.
haha,
so went shopping
went to the arcade
i hate the stupid machine
it cheat me of $5
it was damn annoying
got the toy,
then the stupid thing
hit it and it dropped :(
then went shopping
i was the first to spend money
but i spent the least ( counting rachel out )
:)
nat , rachel and i got this plan
to make nicoel and grace spend more money
so that we can be the ones to spent the least
we suceed :)
it was damn funnni
nat brought comics
haha,
i brought a key chain, rachel too
grace brought this pouch thingy that looks so nice
even went to the toilet to take pictures
haha,
then went back to the arcade to take pic
realised that cannot take : " no photography "
in the end,
started hitting the interactive borad thing
so lame,
but we enjoyed ourself
and grace said that we looked like hooligans
whatever :)
it was fun :)

shit, i am still thinking of english result and chinese !!!!
tmr result progressing day
oh no la,
the marks
i think i did not do well for all subjects
nononononono
i dun want to go back to school anymore
i had a nightmare again about the results
it is taunting me
OH no.....

nothing to do so i shall post all the secondhand serande song lyrics . damn nice and meaningful :) . enjoy :

Your Call :
Waiting for your call, I'm sick
call, I'm angry
call, I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car.
Do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat...
Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes.
What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight


Maybe :
Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me

Goodbye :
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

(And so on)

(/u> Why :
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

i have swollen mouth ( a little ) with that stupid ulcer on my gum . very pain :(.
went to the library yesterday
from 4 pm plus to 8pm plus .
took a whole stack of books
lean at the shelf there
and i finally found " kite runner " :)
yesyes
. now i am excited for the trip on monday
and scared for wednesday
dun want to go back to school
and check the papaers
think i did badly for english, chinese, lit and geog:(
hope i dun fail home econs
got this bad dream about failing english
hope it does not come true
please , oh god...
i am addicted to secondhand serande now .


but their songs are really nice
the voice is very nice :)
and the lyrics are so nice and meaningful :)

looking forward for the holidays,
( that it if i did well for my exams
with i think i did not )
since the h.e. paper finished
have been thinking of myself failing english and chinese.
shit.
if really fail, i will die
i think this stupid long break is very boring
the television dun have any nice shows,
no korean drama that it nice
except for the " 19 de qing chun "
whihc i have finsihed watching online :(

went to practise my guitar
it was horribly out of tune
spent five minutes tuning the guitar back to its right key
then when playing
got cut by the string when
i was struming
. shit, and also blisters :(
so i stop
luckly , i haven forgotten the syf piece
or else i die

then went to play organ
play the two songs over and over again .
very bored
decided to make up some random songs
my mother come and aks me to go
read books
:(
i miss rachel the most :(
oh yes , went to tampines mall too ;)
so crowded
and the chinese medical cllinic for the gum thing
and have to eat this very bitter medicine
i am damn tired
going to my uncle's new house later tonight ,
i think :)

yah , can play with the husky
she is so damn cute and playful
i love her alot :) .
and distrub the fishes :)
just kidding

haven wrote the leeters for angela yet
wait can , because i very lazy to write now,
will write soon :)
will write till very dramatic :)

feel like sleeping now
so bye bye ;)

phew phew phew ... exams are finally finished .ahahahah. today was damn funny, in the morning , mrs wong said that our voice was very loud. then after our history exam, everyone in 2/1 was going to burst with noise. then the people at the window saw mrs wong. and the whole class immediately became dead silent with the " shhh" sound every where. then i think that mrs wong was smiling . haha.rachel, i think that i should be able to go the j8 with your la, call yoiu later :)now , i must go and level up in rune scape :) must kill you also if have chance :) hahaha

home econ paper was funni too. mrs tan came inside with he paper. say " HE paper very easy should score well ". then we looked at each other. then she say " dun tell me you all study before the exam ".then we laughed. and she says " look like it ". HAHAHAAHA. well it is true by the way. and i think that HE should not be placed with history. yesterday , i was memorising like hell. from 12 noon to 11.50 pm yesterday , i was staring at the computer and memorising the whist and HE at the same time .

i think that HE should be tested with maths :). jasmine , you know what , that teacher came to invesgilate us you know . that one that very funny one :). i think that he is wierd now , becasue ... nvm, tell you next morning assembly okie .. that bout it boring actually after exam , but can play . wan to go to library today's night :)