Yo Yo ,nicole law stop calling me a you know what.....!!!Um i am crazy i think i am .Um how can make up lesson be on 27 august till 30.I mean we need to study for our CA2 which is also on that week lol.When nisha asked mrs lee abut it,she say that onnly things taught from week one to five would be tested.My point is even if only week one to five things are tested you mean we dont need to use the time to study after school mei and instead stay back for the make up lesson because of the promenade .Ai yo i dont like promenade it is givin me so much problems le.If I am to fail MY EXAMS or get very bad marks YOU watch out i would come after you boohoohoo.I am goin to fail,.....i m so sad.No consideration we only sec one le,how could you expect so much from us.We got many things to cope on you know.And if we were to fail,the school would not care and when promenade is over , they would just wash their hands of clean.The people who are in trouble is us.Wao lao.

Stop emoing racoon,lets talk about fuunny things.Today, in the morning,Jasmine and nia say they saw fausta tan's face that looks like the one at the borad .We saw MR armstrong and ms lu together LOL.And Jasmine and i went to greet every teacher that we see so funny.I decided to greet Mr tan and said :" Good morning teacher "right in front of him.Then when the teacher say:"School pplease stand for assembly,me and Jasmine stood up the first.YSo wierd the whole school was loking at us like we were mad then Jamsine went to turn around and greeted mr tang fromwhere she was sitting.Hahaha so funny i did not want to look as i would laugh so i just kept my back facing him.,Then we have to go to the hall for the briefing ai yo,again we miss lessons how are we goin to caught up like that...........I am dying..

Okay i hate her alot.You go and die lah.Anyhow scold me.....Oh yes today in the mroning we a\saw mr tan and nia though it was mr chan that was why she laughed.WE did not meant to laugh.WE were like getting ready to take picture when he come lol

yo i change my bloggy skin today odelia and jasmine came to my house to finish the project thing cyn did not come she was sick :( .wWe had done the thing i think...

um so how can come or not have not tell me the answer lei:odelia, and cynthia i have not tell you how to come yet LOL.Me and Jasmine stood up so early for morning assembly haha.So funny brownshirt is in brown hahahahhahaha.And then dutring lit , brownshirt best frined walk past.I told nia about it,and she told me to shut up okay.What the!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And later i saw him at four level and he was talking on the phone ,streching his back heehee.I said oh my god.And ms shanti though who walk past so she put her head out of the classroom.So funny lol.hehehehehee. i feel like dying lol.My coungh is hurting me like mad i hate my throat alot. pls everyone who knows about the face,pls tell everyone about it .LOL .

okay i am sick .I am down with cold , sore throat and cpough.Ai yo the whole one one class is like got so many people sick lol.It just doesnt sound right.Must be the change in weather and most importantly the pressure in scholl where we have to cope with studies and cca. LOL.Some more there is hundred pounds of homework and i am totally stressed out.Today's scinece lesson was good.Oh yes bao yi, we have not finish the drama scritp yet lol.Squrriel did not coame to school today.:( get well soon .Um , there is quite a lot of hw today.I hate today the most as well as i hate the others days.LOLOLOL

okay this is STUPID.I mean really stupid.becuase now i am posting, i cant view my blog!!what the .Squrriel say that it is because of the internet connection lol.I hate my internet broadband thingy.I hate internet lol.AI yah cant view my bog myself so sad lol

Okay today, reach school at seven o clock sharp i was supposed to be there by 6.50, but got caught in the traffic jam lol.Then, when i reachh school, Jasmine said thayt i was ten minutes late !!!!Ai yo, then we went to reherse the thing for the pw.Then, went toilet.When come out, jasmine said:"Oh my ogd!" I though who, so i went to turn around.Brownshirt was there .Hahaha.Then , we went up to class haha there were no assembly today lol.And yes, we did not present .Told them to come my house, but mother dont allow.So too bad lol.Tomroww got no gutar horray!!!!!!Then o wed got promenade oh no man.I ggot tution later lol. So sad must rush to tution.

I am pist off.I stupid printer cant print my document wa lao.keep on pressing print but blank paper come out each time Then this thing got hang for like half and hour and i still have not get my homework doone and i got tuition half an hour later .Wa lao i hate this damn slow computer i wanna to change........I am dying soon .I woke up in the morning to found out that i am sick I have sore throat and a headache.But i did not tell my mother .Ai yo tomorrow going to present the star project thing ,how i talk ,i am dying soon...I hope i would not wake up tomorrow to find that i am sicker than i am now. I am dying dying dsdying soon.I hate sunbday.I hate the stupid teachers in my tution centre they keep scolding people like hell even for a simple mistke.They think that they are very clever meh?I hate every day I hate every thing but i still love myself..hahaha i am going to finish my maths homework now,my mother had been shouting at me She does not know that 9i had a blog.This is secret if she see it ,i am dead meat.here she comes bb .Opps hahaha.She did not come in hew.....thats for all bb .Choonkhee ,why you never link me ah?

okay i am fed up.I hate mty music teacher alot.Shhe make me play the song to an outsider think i dont know,She is trying to shame me becuase i had not been practisng that was why.I hate organ classes they suck the most.I hate my songs cant they be like pop songs why must be does so difficyult to undersatnd type?Ai yo later still got edustar i dont want to go lei.It is like sitting down there and listen to the boring teacher oh why....He is so boring lol.I wish i had some one fun.But at least he is a good teacer.I saw brownshirt yesterday.lol.This is lame i dont have ny thing to 3write.And i hads like sent so many sms to people and non of them replied.I am g3etting fed up.I did the speech like about 12 at noght yesterday.I hate Two things:Pw and organ.Oh yes i do not hate guitar i love it a lot.Because the songds are not boring.oOkay ,I bet with you that squrriel and mary anne and chloe and rachel would come in soon.Wow i can say that they had been playing harder than I had.Yes there is Promenade rehersal on wed .Um what time ah,because everytime they say it is until 5 ,it is always delayed till dont know what time and some more i got tuition at 7.oo,on that day and i dont wanna to miss my tution because it is funny .Mu tang and i with everyone in class would still lots of sweets from sweet box with out the teacher knowing.Our tutinon teacher is called :Serina ho,but we prefer to call her this way:s(Ass) .Ho(hole)...Hahaha.And then we would sneak out of clas ansd had pary with out her knowing outside.

i borrowed the book :ttfn yesterday.Hahah.I got a shock out of my life when i wanna to go back to class and put the book back but how was i supposed t know that she was just standing outside the staff room,so i ran for my life back in yo the library.Very what lei,must stay until 5.30,iyti s like me and jasmine had been stay8ing back a few times on our own will and we had like so little time to studying for our ca2.Promenade is on 18 SAugust and ca2 starts at 21 August.The school think we are what uh.Robots,dont nid to studying one ah.Then if we fail or get bad results,they would just put you in a bad class and you are stuck there by yourself.Ai yo,i think that promenade should nonly involved sec2 to 5,why sec one also invovled?ai yo.

And yesterday,when i came out of the toilet with jasmine,there was a lot of noise made by the conceryt band people,i still haven c them perform yet during the promenade.I saw xia lao shi and ms imelda and shi lao shi.There but i did not greet them :maybe iw was afraid that they would not regonised me anymore and i would be a starnger wayiing at them and people qwould think thati am mad.sob:(

K today,we stay back for pw.Oh how i hate it,at that time, we would be at home doing our homewiork lol.Then me and Jasmine went to the toilet.And Guess what we did,we locked an empty toilet with a coin and could not open it...After that ,we tried and tried and finally i opened it .Today is aldso Racuial Harmony day,so it is like we went to the hall for those celebration stuffs ya.And Jasmine, i had changed brownshirts to greenman,,hahaha.
people in class are funny people, i got fool twice by their funny jokes.Sick lol.What:I c u p,what i m a p nis.Aiyo,have nothing better o do is it.And there was one thing every one should know:Dont ever cross the road when the green man is flashing.Today we had fun blowing bubbles in the hall.We are mad ppeople (people dont b offended),we were trying to pull people;'s shoe laces Oh yes lots of teachers wear their costumes hahahahahah so funny :Jasmine: I shall not post about what you say about the btch k hahahah.i did not know thee was a font called :btch!This is cool man.WE had the most funny lessons .Oh yes i was slagging around after ewwe finished the prject we ahd finally done it i am so damn happy lol.I was walking in school and i saw greenman and white man walking acroos the St Gateon blk..Hhahahaha.I went away.and sat in the canteen it ws lke hours before they came down.I saw Ms champion hahahah Jasmine thinks about the joke.Remember to use someone as our example when we are doing the presentation on Brownshrts K hahahahaha I am hjigh now .Shouldnt talk any more.I have to get back to my horible homework:We are supposed to write in mindmap or point from for the lit and find the meaning of the English thing lol.THat about it....Bye bye i love you bloggy and chicken and squrriel and birdy and choonk and Jasmine ...(everyone except for brownshirts refer to everyone he knows.)

Okay listen up it is not that i did not do any thing for project.Me and Jasmine stay back for like a few tinmes by our selves and finally got everything to do with the Holcoaust done.But it was some people who were incopperative and did not even print out the report that they were supposed to redo.What the hell.I tell you being in the group only means one thing:Fail.Igftis like when evre must work in groups by resisgeteer number,everytime turns out to be hell.Why oh why must i be in the group,cant my name be some thing that stats with A,i meant almost evryone in our class have the self inisitive (almost all).....If you get it.There would be promenade rehersal on 25 July ,remember to bring air fresherner,just kidding.....hahahahahahaha.Bao yi say:"Should not waste air fresherner on those people if you get what i meant i hope you dont.

tomorrow nid to go for guitar again lol.Luckily there is no rehersal.I was singing a song :Rachel lovesomebody but rachel sorry no offence.go to:http://www.dancinginthesilence.com,it is so funny hahahahahha

today went with odelia to find mr ng in the morning...for chocolate....The next moment ,me ,jasmine and odelia opened it ...Hahaa Odelia found out there was a reciept in it and it was so damn funny lol.The we had to share them with people..So i give three to chloe.odelia supposed to give natalie three too,but she gave only two...So mean of her lol.Then we stay back for the promenade rehersal thing and yes at first i though it was until only like about 5.30 but they say it is till 6.30,and you think we dont nid to study for our CA2 one meh?Keep on staying back for rehersal when got time to study ?aiyo,,,,i tell you if i continue i shall soon die ..Then concert band came but i did not hear them pla...I was too emgross in moi crappy conversation about fuunny stuffs in school and yes i make a hand getsure saying that i nid a air freshener haha..Yu should know what i mean ya...

1. As I walked through the forest one winter day
Deeply lost in my thoughts of life’s dark way,
I noticed a raven was following me,
Cawing loudly and hopping from tree to tree.

2. I shooed him away for I wanted no friend,
But he kept hopping back as I rounded each bend.
He stopped at my feet and I knelt with alarm
As I saw that his wings were terribly deformed.

Chorus:
Shiny black were his feathers,
Shiny black were his eyes,
Shiny black were his cries,
But such wings, how could he fly?

3. My lone companion, this chattering bird,
Of what he said I knew not a word.
Together we wandered far and wide,
A sad man and a noisy blackbird at his side.

4. The journey was long, the sights were many
In that wondrous dark forest of baffling plenty.
Wherever we went, the people we met
Were sad like myself, never ceasing to fret.

5. They heard the wind and my raven’s black cries.
Their hearts grew heavy under dull gray skies
I too turned from the day and I welcomed the night
As anyone would, following my blackbird’s broken flight.

Chorus.
Repeat chorus.

6. One day my raven hopped no more.
He lay on the ground, his chattering over.
My eyes filled with tears; he raised his black head,
He opened his beak and clearly said:

7. "I have ridden your shoulder many a night and day
And you never once heard what I had to say.
You sad foolish soul, at last I can show
What you were too blind to see, too frightened to know."

8. With that he died and before my eyes
Where my raven had been there mounted to the skies
A rainbow bird on wings of light.
I shielded my eyes and wept at the sight.

Chorus:
Shiny black were his feathers
Shiny black were his eyes
Shiny black were his cries
And such wings, how he did fly!

9. My tears turned to laughter as I felt myself rise
Toward my friend’s joyful dancing in the open blue skies.

Chorus:
Shiny black were his feathers
Shiny black were his eyes
Shiny black were his cries
And such wings, how we did fly!

We had an outing to sunei buloh reserve park.I made some new friends yayayah,....

Really Sad Love Quotes Depressing Broken Hearted Quotes
"Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?"

"A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried."

"Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend"

"When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have"

"How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"

"My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You"

"As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart"

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."

"Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know."

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"

"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."

"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

"You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone."

"The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up."

"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."

i tell you don't force me.....
Love That is Beyond Life

This is a personal account of a ghost story that occur ed over 10 years ago.
This "true experience" firmly supported my theory that our departed loved ones can convey messages through dreams.

Back in 1989, being a fresh graduate Psychology graduate, I landed a job in
the personnel department in one of the government offices in Quezon City. A male co-worker, Jun, was 11 years older than me. He became one of my friends while working there. Jun was king, loving, and romantic. He was the breadwinner of his family. His parents ang relatives liked me a lot. Being single and unattached, he courted me in 1990. I accepted his marriage proposal during the latter part of that year.

My parents did not approve of our relationship and when the first quarter of 1991 came, my parents made me quit my job. My dad, being a military man, even threatened Jun to Jun to stay away from me. To make our long story short, I left my job. I lost track of Jun I busied myself with the family business. Basically, I went on with my life and tried to forget about him.

On the morning of June 2, 1994 I received a telegram from his aunt, saying that Jun had died the day before June1, 1994. Shocked I crumpled the short note and hurriedly phoned his aunt for confirmation. She told me that when we parted, Jun resigned from his job and drunk heavily each day. He neglected his death as well as his body. Pneumonia had caused his sudden death. "You know Jun. Everyday and up to his remaining hours, all her wanted was to see
you. During his final moments, while suffering from delirium, he even told us that he still loves you very much," Jun's aunt said.

Sadly, my parents wouldn't allow me to go to his wake. I mourned quietly inside my room. There even came a point where I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.

On January 1995, just before my birthday, Jun visited me in a dream. I dreamed that I was inside a hospital room. I was wearing a hospital gown and I was sitting at the foot of my bed. Jun suddenly appeared before me, clothed in bright lights. We communicated mentally. I told him it wasn't true that he was gone. He replied that I must accept the fact that he was already dead but it didn't mean that he as leaving me. "I will always be beside you, guarding you," he said

I cried saying, "I'm sorry I didn't have the guts to fight for our relationship."

He comforted me and soothed me by shrouding me with his bright light. The bliss I felt was interrupted by voice calling hi name "It's time for me to go," he told me. "But what about me?" I asked, tears in my eyes. " I will be here for you always," he replied,"and I will be waiting for you there. And don't ever forget that love you very much."

After saying this, he vanished before my eyes. I woke up crying. After this accident, I finished began to accept his death. And whenever I'm depressed I feel his presence beside me I know somehow out there he's still waiting patiently for me.

and ya, after this i would have to do my Chinese essay writ ting for tomorrow Chinese tuition and maths from my tuition today....What the ...Why got so many homework to do?/??/////??????/I hate every part of my life Well maybe i don't.Maybe i should stop emoting like what Cecilia says ...But i hate life ...You know i slept at about twelve midnight everyday ever since i had the whole pile of unfinished homework to do...Oh no ,,i feel like dying soon .Again i feel like breaking down .....
I am emoing....Oh my goodess.My outfit for the promenade thing is like so damn funny lol.Does anyone know if yellow is a Earth colour?

i shall hate today forever and ever !!!Oh my ,while must this happen to me ?This is so damn sad.I felt like dying and shouting out ............cant tALK much today..felt kind of sad about somethings....!3Friday sucks!

today for science,mrs tan was teaching about the puberty thing and menstration thing.Then ,i remembered something about males that wear tight jeans would have less sperms because it is tooo hot in there.Hee hee yucks...
Then during guitar cca,our guitar instructor wore jeans hahahaha....so we started to say.......you know what
i was like half asleeep during chinese when zhang lao shi called me hahaha I was thnking hard for an answer or i was thinking of was my lunch!!!!!!
I am happy because i am contented with my reaction today heheeheeeeeee.......dont guess what i meant anyway..I was talking all crappy stuff.bye bye i beloved bloggy i love you Swee ying-squrriel chlo is chomp chomp the chicken and rachel is rabbit and i am?Rawk rawk the racoon...heheheheheheh crapping i am bonkers already...bye bye

okay now i am trying to un hang my email......i hate my com it is so damn sloww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k now i am rushing to finish my homework just found out some funny stuffs oh my god tomorrow going to sy house to do project,so happy (squrriel)chicken is very nice and clever too...

oh thanks fry for helping me with my blog skin hahah.i had not finish my homework at all since 7pm sharp after the promenade thingy and i dont feel like doing it any way.K,i shall start now (my homework)!!!!

hello people. =.= this is squirrel hijacking racoon's blog. i love chicken alot.